Mr and mrs sim 💕

 Opps you know i actually forgotten to write blog yesterday but hehehe you understand one right 🥺🥺 i got write to you so no worries hor . I was in cloud nine yesterday when i receive your letter and all . I just cant hold back my tears anymore and bursted out crying like a baby at the void deck 😭😭 i have never thought you meant so much more to me than anything . You know de i very weak de only appearance show to people that i like very tough like that but actually i abit abit jiu cry liao 🥺🥺 but shhh only you know only okay hahaha 🤣🤣 bi , havent even a week yet and everything seems so different without you 😳😳hais how am i even going to survive another few months but im still holding strong okay so dont you worry and all . Like what i told you before in the letter i didnt do much but just go find minion they all and mahjong lor so standard hahaha with your pi qiu i feel so lucky yesterday 😍😍 maybe you were with me yesterday bah hahaha but you sleeping then come find me r...

 Bi today is another day again i slowly woke up prepared and all and slowly took the train and all to teck whye how amazing am i right hahaha . Bi miss you . At first when i reach back teck whye i know its going to be hard to sleep cause here there is nothing that smells like you . Mummy ask me what am i doing to my life after you go in then i told her what more can i do but keep sleep and sleep and sleep cause only sleep the time will fly faster than i expected . Thats the thing im hoping right . Bi honestly im tired every single day im tired . Im afraid what if i fall asleep early and miss out to write to you will you blame me for it cause my timing is everyday after midnight jiu write to you but its hard cause i tend to sleep earlier now the baby’s bigger and all . His leg is swollen , omg i also dont know what i can do with him actually . Mummy just told me that she want bring miah go goat farm as the his school got event or something . Then i say go lor also not say im going t...

Day 3 without you by my side , It wasnt easy to start with everyday crying to sleep .  Asking myself why didnt i cherish you when you were still out here .  Asking myself why so i always want to fight with you , Why cant i just bloody control my temper and everything . Just so the last few days before you go in , We will have all the happy moments instead of wasting our time fighting and quarrelling . Bi , im sorry for all the times that i was unreasonable .  But i promise after i give birth and all everything will go back to the way you wish it will be alright .  Now with the baby my temper is like shit honestly .  Sometimes i pekcek now i also dont know who i can rage to or even cry to .  I can only cry to myself in the middle of the night , Cause no one is like you .  They dont care as much as you do about me . It is never easy being me . And i know it is never easy being you .  Bi , how i wish that you are back by my side soon even if its in m...

 Woke up early today just to call prison to get your prison number and all just so i can put up the request to write to you . You will never understand how i keep seeing my phone to see if the request is approved or not the feeling . When the moment the screen says its approve my mind can only think about the things im able to write to you and all .  Bi , the moments and all i miss you taking cab alone . Not being able to sleep in your arms . Its shitty but its just for a few months right . It wont be long de . After calling and putting up the request i just nua the whole day without you is like i just dont want to go out somehow but korkor got ask me go koven and all somemore got tua cause its 初一 so i went over . Got home earlier than expected around 1 plus . Everyone has been looking out for me especially hero and korkor and uncle minion also . So dont worry okay they are really nice and all . But i will still think about you and cry at times but i keep telling myself its a ...

 Actually i can never imagine not having you around somehow , But it just must be dealt with somehow . The moment you step in i cant see you another minute cause i know i would cry somehow . And you say before you want me to be strong outside no matter what so when you inside you can focus and dont worry . I hold on to my tears as you went in but honestly i lost it in the cab over to find korkor . Whenever i think of you i cant even hold on to my tears anymore . I dont care what people say about you outside or what so ever i know i love you like how you love me too .  Bi , whenever i in a cab i cried cause i know if you are around i wont ever have to open the doors for myself or even to look after myself cause i know you will be there to take good care of me .  We went to buy lobsters today and when we got home there was one lobster that looks like you cause of the hand .  Even though its a bit rude to compare you to a lobster but i just miss you damn a lot . I look ...