Day 4

 Bi today is another day again i slowly woke up prepared and all and slowly took the train and all to teck whye how amazing am i right hahaha . Bi miss you . At first when i reach back teck whye i know its going to be hard to sleep cause here there is nothing that smells like you . Mummy ask me what am i doing to my life after you go in then i told her what more can i do but keep sleep and sleep and sleep cause only sleep the time will fly faster than i expected . Thats the thing im hoping right . Bi honestly im tired every single day im tired . Im afraid what if i fall asleep early and miss out to write to you will you blame me for it cause my timing is everyday after midnight jiu write to you but its hard cause i tend to sleep earlier now the baby’s bigger and all . His leg is swollen , omg i also dont know what i can do with him actually . Mummy just told me that she want bring miah go goat farm as the his school got event or something . Then i say go lor also not say im going to be here mah . Most probably i will be in sk de leh . I think everyone knows that . Before you come out i want to be that girl that dont need to keep take cab and all to place around sk . Cause I know at times its because im a 路痴 then in the end keep waste unnecessary money also tio bo . If you were out here how good would that be you wont let that happen also de right . Bi , you know i miss you a lot a lot tmrw i wll write you some songs and all . Just to keep you entertained inside alright . Be good and behave me and baby still waiting for you to come out . Baby been very active recently and its a bit annoying cause i cant sleep well i cant do anything right also but i will survive right ☺️ I love you baby i really do 😚