Day 3

Day 3 without you by my side ,

It wasnt easy to start with everyday crying to sleep . 

Asking myself why didnt i cherish you when you were still out here . 

Asking myself why so i always want to fight with you ,

Why cant i just bloody control my temper and everything .

Just so the last few days before you go in ,

We will have all the happy moments instead of wasting our time fighting and quarrelling .

Bi , im sorry for all the times that i was unreasonable . 

But i promise after i give birth and all everything will go back to the way you wish it will be alright . 

Now with the baby my temper is like shit honestly . 

Sometimes i pekcek now i also dont know who i can rage to or even cry to . 

I can only cry to myself in the middle of the night ,

Cause no one is like you . 

They dont care as much as you do about me .

It is never easy being me .

And i know it is never easy being you . 

Bi , how i wish that you are back by my side soon even if its in my dreams i would be happy . 

I miss you a lot a lot . 

And i just cant describe it  .

We will survive this few months without each other right ? 

You will come back and tell me you still love me right ? 

You cannot dont want me you know a not ? 

Cause you are all that i have . 

All that our kids have . 

I love you and i really do . 

I dont want to leave and tell myself i regret it afterwards . 

You walked into my life and gave it colours when i thought that true love was all a lie . 

You were the one that made me believe ,

Made me trust again . 

Made me who i am today .

谢谢你，没有你我都不知道我现在还在做什么。

Bi , im waiting for you and know that i love you . 

Betrayal is not in my dictionary. 

Cause i know that no one can love me the way you do .