Day 2

 Woke up early today just to call prison to get your prison number and all just so i can put up the request to write to you . You will never understand how i keep seeing my phone to see if the request is approved or not the feeling . When the moment the screen says its approve my mind can only think about the things im able to write to you and all . 

Bi , the moments and all i miss you taking cab alone . Not being able to sleep in your arms . Its shitty but its just for a few months right . It wont be long de . After calling and putting up the request i just nua the whole day without you is like i just dont want to go out somehow but korkor got ask me go koven and all somemore got tua cause its 初一 so i went over . Got home earlier than expected around 1 plus . Everyone has been looking out for me especially hero and korkor and uncle minion also . So dont worry okay they are really nice and all . But i will still think about you and cry at times but i keep telling myself its a holiday you will be out soon dont think so much and i manage to survive day day like that i guess . 

But the thing i manage was to take good care of myself i got eat and all drink lots of water feed our fish and look after them and all . Ah pui is also getting healthier as days goes by . But still under observation and all hope he is able to survive until you come out cause the white dot on the belly is still there . But we shall see .

Bi you know i have never know that you were a big part of my life until now . Its when i realise that i cant just walk away even if we fight and i say i will go cause i know without you im nothing already . I lost everything about me when i decided to be with you . So please dont ever leave me no matter what 🥺🥺 you know de without you i cant do anything right . I cant even get myself fed without you . Its just so fked up . But one thing im more confirm now is i really do love you a lot a lot 💕 and that will never change no matter which guy try to come into my life . Ken sim im married and im married to you . Only you can give me the happiness that i have always wanted . So come home soon okay me xiao bao and xiao xiao bao is waiting for you ☺️